Man, am I crabby today! I can tell that not being able to see Tex is really wearing on me...I've been snapping at people all day, and all I really want to do is slap somebody...BAD.
I'm really, really trying not to be this way, but the stress is starting to get to me, and it's starting to come out now, where up until now I've been able to pretty much keep it hidden. It's been so long since I've spent any decent amount of time with him, and it looks as though it's going to be at least another month before I get to. And now, we've even cut out 90% of our phone calls to save money so I can go to the graduation next month.
Don't get me wrong...I know it's worth it. It's worth MUCH MORE than this! But that doesn't make it any easier to endure. And even if I can't say it to anybody, isn't that what a blog is for...to vent things you may not otherwise be able to say?
So if I bite your head off, please don't take it personally...I'm just really irritable right now, and it seems as though EVERYBODY is rubbing me the wrong way!
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