Well, this weekend I finally figured out what had me in such a funk all last week. My wonderful husband is stressing on me so bad right now, I think he's on the verge of a nervous breakdown! He is so worried that something is going to go wrong in November and someone is going to come to him and say that an I didn't get dotted, or a T didn't get crossed, that he's making us both miserable in the process. If we get to the last minute and that happens, he may be spending some time alone for quite awhile, and not by choice...if you know what I mean. He can take a changing of the mind, but after all they've been through, and all this time, if somebody comes to him and says "it can't happen because of beaurocratic red tape" he's gonna go ballistic. It won't be pretty. And I don't want to see it.
In the meantime, I have to sit there and watch him suffer for the next 7 weeks, knowing that there is absolutely nothing I can do to make it better. Please pray for him, and for the situation, that after all this time, the most important event in his life will go smoothly for everyone concerned. We need prayer for this...really. It's bad now, and it's only getting worse every week. I don't know what he's gonna be like 7 weeks from now, but (and I can't believe I'm saying this...you'll just have to look past the obvious) I'm not looking forward to seeing him Sunday. I'm just so worried about him!
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